These days I had a dream. As known I lost access to this a while ago. So I proceeded to send a support ticket. The next day I would dream Kyle Drake himself emailed me and said there's nothing they can do about it, sorry not sorry.
I started believing the dream so much that I started creating another website, and the site is turning so cool that I might actually change all of this.
Dreams aside, the neocities support was nice, didn't even need to prove anything, so if you're thinking on hacking someone there's your chance. I just had to know my old email and password.